Hair dye?Yes.It's sitting right next to me.My hair is still it's putrid color of ickyness.But I have acquired the dye to change that.It's step number one in my master plan to becoming a better me.Well, actually, it's a step towards step number one...You understand.:) ...
Where are you?I know where I am.Jittery, fidgety, anxiously sitting. Here.Thinking about you,The reason I am who I am.Then remembering that I have him,The reason I'm still chasing after the person I can be.And I'm stuck in between.Because I miss you,And I want him.Because I want to cling to what I am,When it's best to grow into the person I have the potential...
Focus, focus, focu.....fkljsgbdflkbvasdklfjb.My mind is an avid protester of all things that could be even remotely productive to my life right now.Bad? Yes, very.Do I care?Nope.Not in the least.I know.That's horrible, awful, dreadful.I can hear my mom now, "Alison! You could get straight A's if you tried!!"I know.I could.Easily.But I'm stuck in this naive teenager mind that can't seem to grasp the concept...
Hey!Do you remember me?Oh... well,My name's Alison.I've got those big bright blue eyes that you used to call beautiful.I've got that sense of humor that always made you laugh.I've got that emotion that used to drive you crazy...What was it, again?Maybe love?Yea, love.*smirks*You still don't remember?You don't remember spending hours on the phone,Talking about nothing,Still somehow saying everything?You have to recall all the...
It's 11:23I'm still awakeAnd I'm thinking about you.You're not what I expected, to say the least.You didn't get mad when I yelled.You just gave me space.I like you.I really like you.And it scares me.As soon as I admit that to myself,I set up 1,002 opportunities for myself to get hurt,553 ways I can lose control,150 reasons to worry everyday,7 more girls to be...
Dear A. P. U. S. H.I hate you.You cram so much useless knowledge in my head.The truth of the matter is,The guys that run our country don't do a whole lot.They tell other people what to do,Then take the shit when those people do it wrong.Hell of job, right?Give me an essay to write about how much America sucks vs. how much it...
Two.Dos.Deux.Second.What do these things have in common?There's always one thing before them.One.Uno.Un.First.Fact of life:First always comes before second.She always comes before me.The worst part?You don't even realize it kills me. ...
Sometimes a good ol' blog/ranting is just what a girl needs to prepare herself to write an amazing history essay.I'm hoping this will do the trick.Because my creative juices are definitely not flowing right now.And I really don't care about John Adams.I suppose I should care about him though,He is one of the founders of this great country.(I use the term "great" loosely.)...
Funny.When I imagined you leaving,I imagined my self kicking and screaming.But now that you're gone, I'm happier then ever.Strange right?Maybe not.You treated me like the dirt beneath your feet.It was only a matter of time I suppose.I couldn't control my emotions,and you couldn't control your actions.All in all,Our friendship amounted to nothing.Thanks for wasting my time.With love,Alison T. Humphreys. ...
I'm falling for you..... Scratch that.I've already fallen for you.The way you;look at me,hug me,tease me,it drives my me wild.We're so close to being exactly where I want us to be.Two steps away from from stumbling into an insane happiness neither of us could have ever dreamed of.Two steps from undoing the past year that we've spent on people who only wasted our...
