I saw you today.I saw you laughing, flirting and being happy.I saw you give her that sweet hug you give when you're nothing but smiles.I saw her steal your hat,And then I saw myself,Back when we were happy.It's hard knowing that I'm nothing you ever wanted,but it's even harder knowing that I made that realization a long time ago.I'm not daft.I knew we...
I want to post something.Some of my thoughts,feelings,etc.But I can't seem to put my words on the screen.I want to tell you of all the wonderful things I've been doing/thinking/feelingI just want to put it out there.What's stopping me?It's me,mememeAlways me.That's not a good thing, but I don't think it's a bad thing either.I've fallen into this pattern of daydreaming,And as amazing and...
I've got a problem with the world sees meBecause the world doesn't see me.My family thinks I'm a genius.My friends think I'm happy go lucky. Always smiling. Always spontaneous.My parents think I'm innocent.And my mind tells me I'm none of that.I honestly have no idea who I am.I don't know what I want, I don't know what I like, and I definitely have...
I spin a flag.It's my passion.And today is the premier show for the 2010-2011 show.I'm pumped!I'm really nervous too,but I'm way more excited.:DThere's no greater feeling then being on that floor in front of everyone that shares the same passion as you,throwing up a five-pound metal stick,catching it perfectly,then hearing everyone applaud.Oh jeez,it's amazing.And I can't wait for this season to officially start.Yeah...:D...
I've said it before, and I'll say it again,people don't change.You can change your words, you can change your actionsBut at the end of the day, you're the same person you were when you woke up,no matter how differently you went about your day.Now there's a new question.Why would people change their actions?Why would someone want to be something they're not?The answers to...
I'm not upset,or frustrated,or confused.I'm actually pretty happy with the way things are going,but I haven't blogged in awhile,so I thought I should.First of all,My friends couldn't be any better.We haven't fought about anything in about two years,and our level of drama has been kept to a minimum for months.So yeah, it's basically perfect.And really, when things get hard, those friendships are what...
