Here are some artistic flowers. Take it all in... ;) ...
And I don't think you understand what it's like to walk into school everyday knowing you're going to get rejected by the person you want so badly to want you. And I don't think you understand what it's like to know you have to get someone out of your head because they just don't belong there. And I don't think you understand that...
Probably one of my biggest flaws is not being able to force myself to care when I don't. Right now I just don't. fucking. care. Here's a cat. ...
To sum it all up, senior year sucks. This routine has crossed the line from boring into redundant. It feels like there are screams building up in my chest when I have to sit through certain classes. If I could have left yesterday, I would have. They say that you shouldn't wish your senior away, But I wasn't raised to have to ask...
I really love this a lot. I really love this a lot. ...
Senior year. Everything that has mattered up until now is almost done mattering. Does that make sense? The parties you didn't go to, the trends you didn't follow, the people you didn't talk to, None of it will matter in a year. We'll be gone. The walls of Hayes High School won't recognize us any more. That won't be our place any more....
We sat in your living room for four hours and did nothing. We ate Chipotle and laughed. We watched "How it's Made" and in between the makings of a Pontoon boat and a grandfather clock I re-realized how important you are to me. With your head on my hip bone and our legs intertwined, I can't help but think this is how it...
