I'm not a huge fan of "looking back on my life". It doesn't seem to get me anywhere. Lately, however, life has almost been forcing me to remember things. And now this should be the point where I discuss those things that I'm remembering. I can't. It wouldn't make sense. ...
It's been years and I'll still deprive myself of sleep for you. I don't think anyone would understand And I don't expect them to But I still love you I always will ...
You have no idea how petrified I am at the thought of losing you. I might as well have already lost you. Because it's inevitable. And I didn't matter that much anyways. ...
