I want you to look at me.Really, look at me.I know you see me, brown hair, bright blue eyes, a smile plastered on my face,But do you see me?I've shown you who I am.You know better than most.You've seen me at my weakest.You've helped me more then you could ever understand.Is it this easy for you to let me go? ...
There's something about you.Something that always makes me want to come closer.I could be holding you close enough to feel your breath on my face,But that still wouldn't be close enough.I want to know what you're feeling right now.I want to know if what I said today is killing you as bad as it's killing me.I just want to know.What I said was...
Sometimes I wish I had the balls to say what I say in my blog in real life.But I don't.So I'll settle for uselessly ranting through pixels on a computer screen.I bet he doesn't know how much today meant to me.I would tell him that the half hour I spent alone with him today riding all around town in his spiffy little car...
I want to have a violent temper tantrum at your feet because that is honestly the only way I think I could get your attention.YOU'RE KILLING ME!!!!I want to be closer to you.I want to be able to stay up all night just laying on your couch hugging you.I've compressed my feelings to accommodate you,But does that matter to you?Do I fucking matter...
